Alwasys In Love With You

Thursday, October 8, 2009 ♥

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hahax
I am drunk! wow is damn cool man. I just feeling being hyper. Normally i don't drink if i am not with him but today i just feeling drinking cause i am sad. I want to be drunk for a long time but than i have no chance. Just now went to a wedding dinner and they let me drink beer. So i go and drank 3 can of tiger. My mom was like stop drinking so much you are still under age but than i don't care. Continue drinking with my mom wine. she was like where is my wine after i drank the whole bottle( not whole maybe got 1 or 2 glass left). And now i am drunk. Don't whether tomorrow i still remember a not but still i feel like want to be more drunk. Cause something is on my head and i cant tell to anyone. I promise someone and so i have to do what i promise. Just use beer to express my feeling. Be drunk and forget about everything.Even thought just for a night and the next morning i will be having headache like hell which i am having it now.

Being drunk is a good thing. hahax.
Just want to be hyper and so on.
Want to tell someone who i can trust but i still cant find one yet. It is Zach, Yen Teng, Kar Yan, Kah Yian, Darren Chow, Rachel,Amanda, Phoebe or who. Any one that i can trust is in this list?

What the fuck you want from me? huh? Do you have to be like that? What did i do to you? In my memory i think i didn't did anything bad to you or even didn't bitch about you. How come you have to be like this? I feel like killing you you know. I hate people bitch about me especially like now every one thinks that i am that. fuck you la. Stupid. Mother fucker. Go die la. I really want to find someone to kill you. Damn you. I really want to point my middle finger to you. And you are so lucky cause you are the first friend i want to point middle finger to. Get lost in front of me. I really mean it. GET LOST!