Linda Low Yiyi (:

updated

2010-02-26T00:15:00.001+08:00

LONG TIME DIDN'T UPDATED!!!!
NOW I DID!
:D:D:D:D:D:D

now day i crazy about hong kong.. haha
cause of linda, steven, raymond bosco and YOU!
friends at hong kong..

mid valley..

2009-11-26T01:20:00.002+08:00

Went to mid-valley with Yong today and we came back at 12 something. We went to redbox amd we sing for 5 hours and it cost us 106.95 so expensive. And when we ate 22 oyster and 20 plus plus mussles. And also 3 plate so squid :D. crazy right??? Now i am damn itchy cuz of i ate too much seafood today. I am allergic to seafood :D While back to topic. We bought 9:00 2012 ticket and we start to watch at 10:30. We just watch for an hour or less. So sad but the movie was nice. If everyone in the movie die, it will be more nice. Next week i m going to watch it with him again cuz we miss te starting. today i spend around RM90 plus plus and i donno how much i have left for me to go out on friday. Damn it, my dad haven tell me whether i can go out on friday a not :( Never mind try to force him to saw yes :D i am so bad la wey. lol.

Omg damn itchy. Cant stand anymore. Going to shower again. au revoir

Last day of school

2009-11-20T19:44:00.006+08:00

Form 4 life is over and form 5 life is coming. I'm so going to die next year. Form 4 already this hard form 5 will be more worst( i think). Today i went to school cause of Kar Yann, Natalie and also Rachel cause i have to give her the bm poetry book. Kar Yann and Natalie ask me to go school to chat but Kar Yann didnt went to school today. Well never mind la. Today i went to play basketball and walk around the school but didnt got scold by pn.uma. She saw me few times went out the class but she was like smiling. Before that i stay at the library and go online. I order 3 burger one for me one for yen teng and one for Natalie. But it cost me 39 buck ( Bryan only pay me 11 buck). Well, i cant meet my friend for around 5 to 6 weeks and i think i will miss them alot ( well is for those friend that they cant hang out).
I really HATE holiday cause my dad will force me go work with him which sucks. I rather go work outside. I cant earn money by myself and i think it will be fun.
Feel like uploading some picture. On my birthday we took it. My friend say on that day i was drunk. But i don't think i am. WAIT! what do drunk mean?

tring to push them down but i fail :(

Fall in love with ya

2009-11-20T00:08:00.002+08:00

I donno when i fall in love with you. I just know suddenly i fall in love with you. You are not special or anything. But i just fall in love with you. Do i really like you? Or is it i just want some other feeling. I really don like it. How come i can fall in love with two people at once? Or i already don like the ex? I really donno. I just want to be with you. Can see you everyday, hour or minute. Don leave me please. But we are too far away from each other. I know we cant be together forever and ever. We don even have Chance to meet each other. I hate loving people. It give me headache.

How come my mom is like so damn freaking annoying? Can she just keep in silence. I don really like to hear her voice. When she started talking than i started having headache.After November 18 you are like so so so annoying. I hate it. I don like to listen to what you say ok. Just leave me alone. I want freedom. I don want to do what ever you ask me to do. I don really want to hate her but when she talk than i hate her. Seriously, damn annoying. I have lots of thing think about already. I don want to think more things. These things are my secret. And i cant share. Not i don want to share. I really cant share these secret with anyone even my mom. I really need one friend that really can keep secret. But i still cant find one yet. God please, give me a friend which can keep secret. I really want to tell someone that i might feel better than now alot more.

Yesterday was fun and i was damn happy, hyper and maybe drunk. I wish everyday is November 18 2009. Or November 17 1993. Cause i haven born than i no need to think so much. Why i got these much thing to think about and i cant share with anyone one? I really want to share. Am i crazy? good question but no answer.

*im crying now* (donno why just feel sad)

i'm drunk!

2009-10-08T00:09:00.002+08:00

hehe
hahax
I am drunk! wow is damn cool man. I just feeling being hyper. Normally i don't drink if i am not with him but today i just feeling drinking cause i am sad. I want to be drunk for a long time but than i have no chance. Just now went to a wedding dinner and they let me drink beer. So i go and drank 3 can of tiger. My mom was like stop drinking so much you are still under age but than i don't care. Continue drinking with my mom wine. she was like where is my wine after i drank the whole bottle( not whole maybe got 1 or 2 glass left). And now i am drunk. Don't whether tomorrow i still remember a not but still i feel like want to be more drunk. Cause something is on my head and i cant tell to anyone. I promise someone and so i have to do what i promise. Just use beer to express my feeling. Be drunk and forget about everything.Even thought just for a night and the next morning i will be having headache like hell which i am having it now.

Being drunk is a good thing. hahax.
Just want to be hyper and so on.
Want to tell someone who i can trust but i still cant find one yet. It is Zach, Yen Teng, Kar Yan, Kah Yian, Darren Chow, Rachel,Amanda, Phoebe or who. Any one that i can trust is in this list?

What the fuck you want from me? huh? Do you have to be like that? What did i do to you? In my memory i think i didn't did anything bad to you or even didn't bitch about you. How come you have to be like this? I feel like killing you you know. I hate people bitch about me especially like now every one thinks that i am that. fuck you la. Stupid. Mother fucker. Go die la. I really want to find someone to kill you. Damn you. I really want to point my middle finger to you. And you are so lucky cause you are the first friend i want to point middle finger to. Get lost in front of me. I really mean it. GET LOST!

someone blog

2009-10-06T17:28:00.002+08:00

Was so boring so i went to read my friends blog. Was reading and nothing special. I read Bibu, KarYan, Kah Yian, Angel, Xing blog. After reading all those blog, i went to read Rachel blog. And i read some post on September and i saw a post very funny. Cause that post was quite funny and it make me happy cause of some way. The conversation between Rachel and her mom is funny. When i read that i don't know why i just cant stop laughing. Very funny.
Now continue reading her blog. hahax.

ponteng/ktk

2009-10-06T01:52:00.002+08:00

I think today is the most boring day. Teacher didn't come in to class. Me and Darren walk around the school. Walk to 2A,2C and than form 4 block. Wait form 1 block also. Since the third period of class we started ponteng until our recess. At the third period, we had pn siti zaleha as our relief teacher and we didnt went in the class. Me and Darren almost get in truoble. The teacher was like 'you skip my class la. i go in your class to relief and you two don't go where already' And we were like er teacher we doin something than we both run away. hahax.
Than during the lower form recess we were sitting down and Rachel come and talk and say that How Xiang is very quite in camp. And i was like 'he is quite? He always give Zach a morning chock and so on' 'talk non-stop'. After that i gave Rachel one chock than yea talk to Darren and Firdauz and how xiang too. They all suddenly say that Zach say that i am his girlfriend and i was like' REALLY?'Cause we plan to not tell anyone but now suddenly he go and tell. hahax. so happy about that. He didnt came to school today and i feel very sad cuz didnt see him since friday. Miss him.
dad home
To be continue tomorrow (i guess)

mooncake festival!

2009-10-04T00:08:00.002+08:00

Purple face!

2009-10-03T15:02:00.002+08:00

hehe....
have you see anyone have a purple face? hehe
i got purple face now. Not ppl punch me is someone force me to put the enzyme on my face and now it turns to purple. Weird right, put those enzyme on face than it turns to purple. Cuz its dragon fruits enzyme. SO now my Face IS PURPLE. Cool right.
who would like to have a purpl eface, hand and leg?

Watching mr and ar

2009-10-02T20:04:00.002+08:00

Finally can go online. Cant live without internet. Thanks to my brother. He go broke the modem. Finally today the TM ppl come and fix and change a new one. I can die without internet.

Tomorrow is mooncake festival. I need to go to my grandma house and celebrate. And on Sunday, my baby cousin 1 year old and have to go for his party.

Oh my god! My auntie is comin. I don want to see her la. She is damn annoying. Everytime i saw her,she will keep talking and talkin non-stop. And talk about studies la, need to do this do that. Haiz., just hate to see her. Damn annoying. All my father brother or sister also very annoying. Damn annoying. Not like my mother side one. My mother side uncle, auntie all better than father side. So i hate to see my cousin or uncle or auntie at my father side one. Damn annoying.

Moonlight Resonance!
I have been watching this drama MORE than 10 times( i guess). I just cant stop watching this drama. And i watching this drama again on astro wah lai toi. I bought the cd also and i have been watching it everyday. Very crazy in this drama. And this drama is going to end on monday. I feel sad. I don wan it to finish. Cause this is the best drama i ever watch.

Now watching always ready. I have been watching this drama a lots of times. I keep watching this drama is because of this drama got my idol. Haha. gtg. Au revoir

Steven Chou , Leon Lee

2009-10-02T19:45:00.015+08:00

Leon Lee

Steven Chou

My crush in Canada. Not really handsome but than i just donno why i fall in love with them. Miss them a lots

In these pic: Steven Chou, Leon Lee

Future camera

2009-10-02T19:30:00.011+08:00

Canon EOS 500D
RM2399

I love this camera so much. I'm saving money to buy it. Roughly next year march i can get it but than i want to on my birthday.

2009-09-11T22:01:00.001+08:00

thanks Fird!

Thanks for the mug.

I love it!

stupid

2009-09-09T00:59:00.004+08:00

OWHS! MY TOE!

thanks to my brother go play with the ice breaker and drop it.

IT

HIT

ON

MY

TOE.

It was damm pain. THANKS A LOTS.

h1n1

2009-09-04T22:22:00.002+08:00

I didn't went to school for 17days. Cause of holiday for 11 days and and sick for the rest of the days. Till now I'm still sick. I just got some cough, high fever, flu. Just cant breath, vomit, always got headache and ya that all only (i think). But than didn't went to see doctor cause i have no energy to walk and just don't feel like going. And my friends keep saying 'you better go see doctor cause of H1N1' and i was like who cares about H1N1. And what he do is he tell me the number of people die of H1N1 in Malaysia and the whole word. But than i still don't really care cause H1N1 only. Why H1N1 only right? H1N1 makes people die. And the reason why i don't care about H1N1 is because i don't scare of death. Why don't scare of death? IDK. I remember before i really scare of death but than after i know 'HIM' i actually don't scare of it anymore. Not all because of him also, its also something happen to me and so ya i don't feel like living anymore. Back to my life without school. On Saturday and Monday i went to mid valley with my parents (I went to mid vallet three days in a row.)and from Tuesday on, i stay at home till today i still didn't went out of the house before. And i was really boring this few days. Now i wish i can go to school on Monday cause i really miss my friends and i don't wanna stay at home anymore. Cause its sucks. seriously sucks. And couging badly, having headache so have to take rest for a while than post some picture that i took on sunday when i was in mid valley with my friend. au revoir!

Saturday!

2009-08-31T23:57:00.015+08:00

friends i hang out with

new shoe

2009-08-25T19:33:00.006+08:00

My cousin shoe.

My shoe :)

Things i want

2009-08-24T22:20:00.008+08:00

Things that i wanted the most now!
1.G900

2.Canon Camera 40D

3.Ipod Touch

4.Sony video camera
5.Nike shoe

i know the things i want is super expensive so I'm trying to save money and buy and wish my parents can buy one of it for me.

Pasta AGAIN

2009-08-20T20:52:00.003+08:00

Today i cook pasta again. LOL.I cook for Darren, Rachel, Bibu, Kar Yan and Nat Kho. And i think last time i cook better than this time cause idk why i just think that last time one taste alot better. Cause i just feel like it. Maybe cause of the exam so i actually didnt really cook properly. Hehe. Well thats all for the pasta. And ya today my back suddenly pain like hell. It started when i arrive school i was walking in the school sudenlly my back just pain very badly and i cant walk goodly. I cant sit and i cant stand. Even i dont move is still pain badly.Well until now still pain but than i didnt tell anyone. I really don't know what to do. Eat medicine alrady still not work. And i don't know how to tell my parents. It just pain. I don't know how to release the pain also. Since morning till now still pain. Just wish tomorrow won't pain cause i go lankawi by car(last time by airplane),later in car i cant sit properly and ya so on something like that. OMG! Tomorrow have to wake up at 4am. Just like today. And ya, i prefer go school better cause i can wake up at 6am and can meet my friends. But whatever la. Don't what to do and so on. Now already12:38am. Only can sleep for 3 hours ++. But later in car i sure sleep cause for sure when i go on car i will have headach. Well...... don't know what to say also.

Damm you...

2009-08-19T17:55:00.002+08:00

Like i care alot. From the first sight i saw you i already hate you. I don't know why i still can act like nothing for 8 months. In this 8 months i think i have been crazy or something. As i say i don't care what you guys say about me but than i just hate you guys say bad thing about my friends. Friends are important for me not like other people only boyfriend is important. Bla bla bla blabla. Is like i so care about you ignore me and didn't talk to me. I bet I got more friends than you. Or wait maybe you’ll have more friends than me BUT they are all ADULT. LOL. I really can’t survive it anymore. What I do to the form 1 is not your business I mean sine you have say so many times and I don’t listen for what you still want to say. You got a lots of energy is it? Bitch. OMG! I say bitch cause of you. Can’t believe it. But anyways I just hate my life in SMKSH already. Want to change school to international school. Well cause of someone that’s why I did’t say to change school. Well I really hate my life in Malaysia. Why I born here and why I am here? Really wonder why should I know some bitch as my friend. Wait, why I so care? IDK. I just know I damm hate you and yea I wanna kill someone. Te release my anger. Well, tomorrow I make pasta again and yea I giving the form one cuz they moving school. And tomorrow is my last day of school so I must make it for her la. And my friends also.

I see something funny yesterday. For me is quite weird and funny. Cause I never see people didn’t bring their IC when they have some events that need your IC and also call home and ask for the IC number. After telling you the IC number you still can say wrong. Should be 930306-56- something( if I am nt wrong) but than can say till 06and so on I forgot. And ya that girl is seriously funny and she still try to bla bla bla….lol Just kidding only. Nothing to say and lazy to study. I mean idk what I want to do now.

Stay Back and ....

2009-08-13T20:48:00.003+08:00

Today i stay back cause of Rachel and Natasha. Cause Natasha is changing school so i want to belanja her and Rachel join us too(i think). So after school after i change i go and meet Rachel and find Natasha together. And we look for couple minute than we found her. So after few minute later( after they changes and so on) we walk to desa. Half way walking there, suddenly heavy rain so Rachel and Natasha run to desa and me (hehe) walk slowly to desa. I feel like want to get wet and i don't mind to get wet too( cause i got extra shorts and t-shirt). After i reach desa, Rachel saw her friends in old town and she just went in old town and don't know what she do. At the mean time i went to 7-eleven and bought a mineral water for me to eat medicine. After Rachel finish chit chat with her friends, we walk to coffee bean and bought two cups of drinks(don't know what drink also).
Before i continue i want to say something very funny. I been go on cab for so many hundred times, i never try before just 5 to 10 minute distance(walking) also need to go on cab. Is like i just have to pay 3 buck and ya. Its weird. lol. They keep saying wanted to go on cab to burger king and i'm like ok just find whether got cab to go there a not. And yea, i was so lucky that i can get a cab that can go to burger king. Ok,let's continue...
So we arrive burger king jus in 2 or 3 minutes( i think is just 3 minutes) and when we wanted to go in there, Rachel saw her cousin friends and than we went in and i saw form 4 is eating there. They all look at me in a very weird and funny ways. And Ai Lin was looking at me the whole time and i really feel weird. After they order their food and this and that than Rachel say want to eat at school so i'm like don't want. I want aircond. But at last still we walk back school without eating at there. While we walk back to school i did something to Rachel (which is fun for me) and i actually want to pour water on her but than she go and hit the bottle and the water pour on MY FACE. And ya i do something and bla bla bla. Finally arrive school already, and Rachel saw bla bla bla bla. When they ask me to give them there burger( cause i was holding it) i just give Natasha her burger and i didn't give Rachel her burger. So bla bla bla and bla. LAter on, i told Rachel if she wants her burger can she let me pour the water on her and she say yes. Than i pour the rest of the water on her hair. It was really really fun. I wish i can do it again even thought if i have to get hit by her. But really I'm sorry. I was just playing. After she went back and me and Natasha was talking and till 4pm she went back and i walk to desa to get a cab to go home. Ya, today is fun and dono. Well, is the first time i post what i do the whole day (not really whole day just few hours)and its weird(i think). Well been sitting on the computer for half an hour and i have to rest now.
If in good mood than i think i will post again later.

Wednesday

2009-08-12T18:48:00.003+08:00

I hate Wednesday. Reason is because i got piano class on Wednesday. I really don't know why i want to learn piano at the first time. Oh ya, is i wanna compose my song. I know is lame. But i just know now i really don't want to go for piano class but i don't want next time my mom don't let me learn other stuff. Cause is my mom sponsor my piano fees and also my dad say i sure won't learn More than three month( actually the third class i don't want to go already). So now every Wednesday i try to skip school or skip piano class. I skip last week and no replacement( YAY) but than i have to go 1 hour class next week :( i really don't want to go. I am tired of it( the second time). So, today i went to my class late cause i ran back from school at around 03:10pm. And i arrive there at 03:17pm and the teacher is here already. One thing i like about today piano class is today we talk for half an hour++. Didn't play piano at all(YEAH..). I wish next week also like this. But than i pay the fees just for talking. LOL. Well i was lucky because when i just arrive desa about 10 minute, its starting to rain(heavy rain). But i feel like i ran very slow to desa. I use 7 minute to run there( run half way only). Eww... Why i run so slow one and only can run half way? Just because of the back so i cant run the whole way? OMG! My back. My back is damm pain now. Thanks to you Brian. I hate you. Post again later( if i am not lazy to)

Hot guy...

2009-08-10T22:05:00.002+08:00

Channing Tatum

Date of Birth:26 April 1980, Cullman, Alabama, USA

Birth Name:Channing Matthew Tatum

Nickname:Chan

Height:6' 1" (1.85 m)

Mini Biography

Channing Tatum was born on April 26, 1980, in a small town called Cullman, outside of Birmingham, Alabama. Growing up, he was full of energy and somewhat troublesome, so his parents decided to enroll him in different sports such as track and field, baseball, soccer, and football to keep him out of trouble. In the ninth grade he was sent to military school. It was there that he discovered his passion for football and his hopes became centered on earning an athletic college scholarship. Channing's goal was finally met, and in his senior year in high school, he was recruited and earned a full athletic college scholarship to a school in West Virginia.

Tatum is also skilled in Kung Fu and in Gor-Chor Kung Fu, a form of martial arts, in which he has earned belts in both. Channing later left college and, in the meantime, worked as a construction worker and mortgage broker and salesman. He has modeled for Abercrombie & Fitch, Nautica, Gap, Aeropostale, Emporio Armani, and has been featured in television commercials for American Eagle, Pepsi, and some very popular mountain dew commercials.

Channing can be seen on the big screen as a featured actor in Coach Carter (2005), in which he plays a high school basketball player. He was also in the very popular TV series "CSI: Miami" (2002) where he played the role of Bob Davenport.

2009-08-07T23:25:00.001+08:00

Super Boring....

Can't go online,so boring.......

Interview...

2009-08-07T14:31:00.002+08:00

Today i stay back for the interview. The interview are so weird and suck. Cause they ask me to dance and i didnt dance cause i don't know what to dance and how to dance. Actually me and Iman dance togather is like funny like hell. We're like walking around and around the class and Zach sing 'No boundaries". It was damm funny. And they ask me those question i don't really know how to answer. But anyways i have already think i can't be an interactor so i don't really mind( actually i think i mind). In three of use, i think Zach and Iman will pass but not me cause i can't answer they question well and didnt dance. Now the thing i can do is pray to the god to let me pass. God please. Wish tomorrow can go 1U cause i didnt went they for 61 days. After June 7th i didnt went they already. That day is the best day ever in my life and cause of that day i scared to go 1U.

Stupid. I can't sign in my msn. I been try for many times. Still can't sign in. Damm you.

Happy Birthday....

2009-08-04T23:44:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday. LOL. Like your present that i gave you? I bought 3 cakes for you and all three also is your favourite one.

Long time didnt update my blog. Cause i was tooo lazy. I feel like sick of update blog, go facebook, go online and so on. Life are so damm boring and suck. Really don't know what to do make my life be more FUN. Anyways, today is my mom birthday and i bought her 3 cakes( chocolate banana, high fibre cheese and new york cheese). She like this three cake os i buy for her. LOL. My mom was happy when i show her this 3 cakes. But i really have to say thanks to Darren Chow and Lip Kah Yian. Cause Darren Chow help me buy the cake and Kah Yian bought me two other flavor cakes too. Thank you. I love you forever. Make pasta or spagetti for you next week. Ok? Love you, thank you. Boring. Not going to update. Bla bla bla bla. Ciao

My name....

2009-07-29T17:23:00.006+08:00

I HATE people CALL MY FULL NAME and also WRITE MY

NAME

on the conversation or personal message. I feel weird when i see

my name. So remember DON'T WRITE MY NAME in any

conversation. NEVER EVER IN YOUR LIFE. GET IT?

Blog...

2009-07-29T17:05:00.004+08:00

BLOG...

Just finish reading one of my Canada friend blog. She is my best friend in Canada. She came from Taiwan and she is a very smart girl(at lease smarter than me). Few years ago we got EST class and we talk about Taiwan singer. And i say i know one Taiwan singer but he is Malaysian. And that singer is my second idol Nicholas Teo. That time they say his song is OK but they focus more on other singer like Jolin, David and some more i forgot. So they just didn't continue talk about my idol Nicholas. But just now when i read her blog, i saw a post that say Nicholas Teo song very nice. The song is 'Moment of Silence'. She say this song is very nice and also the MTV is very nice too. I am so happy that finally got someone( before don't like Nicholas one) say his song is nice and good. Say is a very good song.

I don't mind people to say about how stupid i am and so on. But i mind people say bad thing about my idol and friends. Especially IDOL. And if you want to say my friends bad thing i don't really mind also but can you guys just don't want to bitch her or so on. How bad is that friend also don't scold her. Cause they don't know you and you suddenly scold them of course they will hate you and me also. Just complain in front of me is good enough. I know which friends is good and which is bad. I am not crazy. I know what I'm doing. Just don't keep saying the same thing again and again cause i hate it. I am a normal person. I know how to think cause my parents got give me brain and they give me manners than don't simply say bad work like 'CB, F*CK and so on. I really hate that.( sorry don't mean to write that). In my memory i remember i don't say bad word cause for me its rude but after i came back to Malaysia i always hear people say bad word. Just one simple thing also can say thousand of bad word. Just one small thing only why you have to say bad word. If big thing than you have to kill the thing is it?

FOREVER MISS YOU....

OMG!

2009-07-28T20:52:00.001+08:00

Stop blow me up to the sky bitch.

Cameron or Genting

2009-07-28T20:39:00.002+08:00

Just now i was chatting with my Canada friend. She is my second best friend in Canada. She teach me how to treat friends and ltos more thing. I really like her( friend kind). Just now she actually ask how was my holiday( cause now in Canada is long holiday) and i told her my holiday is in November not July. In that conversation she told me that she came to Malaysia last year,and i keep asking her why don't tell me you came and where you went and where you stay. Was keep asking her this and that. She told me that she went to KL and she stay at the hill there. When she say she stay at the hill there i think is genting. But than she say don't what and i htink might be cameron. And after ward she told me she stay in the very colourful hotel. And so on. So at last she told me she stay at cameron. And at last she told me she going to come again next year. Erm... next year i might see her. For sure i take thousand picture with her and sure talk for few night no need to sleep. Cause i really really miss her and my other Canada friends. Well anyways good luck Marisa. Good luck in your exam. And remember to show me your picture at Malaysia. Canada is really really better than Malaysia many many times. To all my Canada friends. I'll forever miss you. And love you too. You guys give me a very good memory. Love ya forever. Muak

Pasta...

2009-07-28T20:11:00.002+08:00

I wake up at 4am today just because i promise my friends i will bring them pasta today. So i started to cook at 4:30am. I have to do everything softly cause don't want to disturb my parents and brother(cause they sleep at the living room cause of my parents room air condition broke down). So i cook the macaroni and cook the ham, hot dog and bacon. So i done everything at about 6:10am. I almost late for bus. But don't know why today i didn't cook the bacon till cannot eat( cause last time i cook bacon i actually make the bacon cant eat cause its all black). And and and just everything also very good.lol. Normally i sleep at 12am and wake up at 6am i also need to sleep in class but today i wake up at 4am and yesterday i slept at almost 2am. At school i didn't wanted to sleep. I was really shock. Until now i still feel very happy and don't feel tired. Why like this i really don't know. Let's talk about the pasta. I gave to few of my friends. Yen Teng, Kar Yan, KAh Yian, Darren Chow,Hermes and Rachel. They give me 8.5 from Yen Teng, 8 from rest of them except for Rachel and Rachel give me 9mark out of ten. First time i cook for friends and also i didn't cook pasta for a quite long time and they say is nice. Thank you for saying that but i really wonder is it really true that the pasta is really that nice. Cause i didn't get to eat so i not so sure. But never mind i can always cook whenever i want. Of course i wish the pasta is really nice but i just feel like they are just want me to be happy so tell me is nice. I feel like the sauce is too sweet and sour and not enough ham, bacon. Really don't know is that true a not. But anyways i was really happy that they all finish eating even thought i didn't get to eat( got to eat some from my friend). I wonder when will be the next time i'm cooking it again. But if i cook again i have to ready 9 boxes include me. Very exicted when i can cook again. ERm.....
WAITING......

Last minute

2009-07-27T23:18:00.002+08:00

Didn't i told you that what you want you must tell me earlier. Like if you need credit you should tell me before 9pm. And like now you want me to get you that thing yous should give me more time. Cause i need time to ask my friend to give me money and to save money. And now you tell me so late and i have to get it before Friday( that mean on Thursday i have to have it). I don't know whether my friend let me take the money a not and the other one i don't know he can give back me a not. So i can just try. Sorry if i cant get it.

Me and Him

2009-07-26T18:47:00.002+08:00

Didn't talk for 16 days. In this 16 days i really miss him and i try to talk to him but scare he still ignore me. Wait, is actually i ignore him first or he ignore me first? I really don't know. I just remember on that day i actually want to tell him i forgot to bring my money, racket and water bottle on the bus but he ignore me. So after that i ask my friends( same class as him) whether they can lend me 30 buck a not. And i think they go and tell him that i need money. During recess he come and ask me thing but i ignore him. So, it's actually i ignore him first or he ignore me first?

He reply my message today(i send him on Friday) and he wrote_______. Also don't why he send that for. I want to reply back him but i don't know what to send. But never mind la. Just maybe wait for few more days or weeks. Today got few people ask me how is me and him . I was kind of shock when they ask me especially Rachel. I thought she actually forgot cause i ask her for help to talk to him for a week already but she still didn't ask. But anyways thanks for asking. And thanks for the other five friends also. Thanks for actually remember what happen to me and him and care about me(i think). I wish today I'll have a dream that me and him talk again and just like before. It's going to be fun. But dream only can last for a while not like real life can last as long as you want. Don't know when can this dream come true.

Now
Mood: Sad, boring
Doing: listen crush(David Archuleta), look at those picture (which got him)
Wish: Can talk to him tomorrow and never be like this anymore

別怪她 (Don't Blame Her)

2009-07-25T21:52:00.002+08:00

別怪她 (Don't Blame Her)
主唱: 吳卓羲 (Ron Ng)

作曲: 鄧智偉
填詞: 陳詩慧
監製: 杜自持

不相信愛我能永久
只想到我也曾棄舊
曾經就算痛苦仍捉緊你手
怎相信最後你竟隨他愉快遠走
如放任仍放任我也知醜

＊
別怪她別怪她
別再傷心對吧
從遇見的一剎是捉緊了嗎
別怪她別怪她
別再敷衍對話
疲累了讓我休假

他怎計算也無對手
畢竟你我確曾邂逅
如果沒有記憶也不必顫抖
怎相信最後你竟隨他愉快遠走
如放任仍放任難過更傷透

repeat＊

別怪她別怪她
別再傷心對吧
從遇見的一剎是捉緊了嗎
別怪她別怪她
別再敷衍對話
如學會別再想他

（獨白）原諒我付了代價

不(bat) 相(seung) 信(sun) 愛(oi) 我(ngoh) 能(nang) 永(wing) 久(gau)
只(jek/ji) 想(seung) 到(do) 我(ngoh) 也(ya) 曾(chang/jang) 棄(hei) 舊(gau)
曾(chang/jang) 經(ging) 就(jau) 算(suen) 痛(tung) 苦(foo) 仍(ying) 捉(juk) 緊(gan) 你(nei) 手(sau)
怎(jam) 相(seung) 信(sun) 最(jui) 後(hau) 你(nei) 竟(ging) 隨(chui) 他(ta) 愉(yue) 快(faai) 遠(yuen) 走(jau)
如(yue) 放(fong) 任(yam) 仍(ying) 放(fong) 任(yam) 我(ngoh) 也(ya) 知(ji) 醜(chau)

＊
別(bit) 怪(gwaai) 她(ta) 別(bit) 怪(gwaai) 她(ta)
別(bit) 再(joi) 傷(seung) 心(sam) 對(dui) 吧(ba)
從(chung) 遇(yue) 見(gin) 的(dik) 一(yat) 剎(saat) 是(si) 捉(juk) 緊(gan) 了(liu) 嗎(ma)
別(bit) 怪(gwaai) 她(ta) 別(bit) 怪(gwaai) 她(ta)
別(bit) 再(joi) 敷(foo) 衍(hin) 對(dui) 話(wa)
疲(pei) 累(lui) 了(liu) 讓(yeung) 我(ngoh) 休(yau) 假(ga)

他(ta) 怎(jam) 計(gai) 算(suen) 也(ya) 無(mo) 對(dui) 手(sau)
畢(bat) 竟(ging) 你(nei) 我(ngoh) 確(kok) 曾(chang/jang) 邂(haai) 逅(hau)
如(yue) 果(gwoh) 沒(moot) 有(yau) 記(gei) 憶(yik) 也(ya) 不(bat) 必(bit) 顫(chin) 抖(dau)
怎(jam) 相(seung) 信(sun) 最(jui) 後(hau) 你(nei) 竟(ging) 隨(chui) 他(ta) 愉(yue) 快(faai) 遠(yuen) 走(jau)
如(yue) 放(fong) 任(yam) 仍(ying) 放(fong) 任(yam) 難(naan) 過(gwoh) 更(gang) 傷(seung) 透(tau)

repeat＊

別(bit) 怪(gwaai) 她(ta) 別(bit) 怪(gwaai) 她(ta)
別(bit) 再(joi) 傷(seung) 心(sam) 對(dui) 吧(ba)
從(chung) 遇(yue) 見(gin) 的(dik) 一(yat) 剎(saat) 是(si) 捉(juk) 緊(gan) 了(liu) 嗎(ma)
別(bit) 怪(gwaai) 她(ta) 別(bit) 怪(gwaai) 她(ta)
別(bit) 再(joi) 敷(foo) 衍(hin) 對(dui) 話(wa)
如(yue) 學(hok) 會(wooi) 別(bit) 再(joi) 想(seung) 他(ta)

sad song. suitable to me.

小故事

2009-07-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

TVB A Journey Called Life Full Theme - Steven Ma. Linda Chung.
小故事 (金石良緣主題曲)

作曲∶鄧智偉
填詞∶馬浚偉
主唱∶馬浚偉、鍾嘉欣

Linda:
cheen lo moot dang jee yau yeen,
前---- 路-沒-- 燈 ---只有-- 煙
hok wooi jooy jung jaau si seen.
學 ---會 --醉-- 中 --找 -視-線
wooy mong sing dai foo geep ya hoh jeung yan sung dik ho gey nim.
回 ----望--- 剩 -低 -苦 -澀-- 也可 ---將-- 人 --生--的 -好-紀 --念
choon joy gwoh joong yuw yee yee,
存 ----在-- 過--- 總--- 有-- 意-義
yurk geet gwoh jun fun beet leew,
若--- 結--- 果 --真 --分- 別 --了
wan see yuw....ming teen.
還-- 是-- 有 ----明 ---天

Steven:
dong shurng do jun see but doong tai lui
當 -----傷---到-盡--時不----懂---淌-淚
foo cup ya luen yuw huw lan yeen meen dooy
呼--吸-也- 亂 --有---口- 難 --言---面--- 對

Linda:
dong shurng ahn jeem hung hook but shoon jooy
當-----雙---- 眼---漸 --紅---哭---不 --算---罪
lam wat looy...shooy moot yuw fooh shui
男---或---女---- 誰--- 沒---有--苦 --水

Together:
choong see geet gwoh joh yee jee
縱------使--結---果--早--已-知
juw shoon hay sung doh yuen yee
就---算---犧--牲---都---願--意
cheen lo yuw doh fooh mei pah sut doh
前----路-有--多--苦---未--怕--摔--倒
choon yun lei gun kuw joo
全-----因-你-緊---靠--住
mong deew jok teen nah wihy yee
忘-----掉--昨---天--那--懷---疑
joy kwun ging geen suhw lo seen
在--困---境---堅---守---路--線
mo hum leew jeh booy jee mei shoon churng mei gok doon
無--憾---了--這--輩---子---未---算----長-----未--覺--短
ha... shurng yung dooy see
啊----相----擁----對---視
nei ho bo gei joo
你-可--否-記-住
ngow sung yoo sihy shurng
我----生---於---世---上
dung jeh seew goo see
等----這--小--故---事

愛人與海

2009-07-25T21:45:00.001+08:00

愛人與海

作曲：黃文華/何夠源
填詞：林若寧
編曲：橋韜@U’s Music
監製：周初晨@U’s Music/Ronnie Ng

在木筏抱擁　橫渡過紅海為了找你
可惜你卻生氣　浪花忽爾捲起
熟睡在愛海　誰料愛情能被你狠狠浸死
只怪喜歡你不起

撐呀撐　恐怕一直在原地
突然消失了落腳地
得你一聲對不起

活在大海　只可以漂泊
並沒什麼　比起你兇惡
你是個浪我怎寄託
如大海失去海港

活在大海　想找救生索
船兒停泊　不了你的海角
愛你也陪n將情懷揮霍
潮汐都乾涸

自問是我蠢　停在碼頭等待你歡送
可惜你太廣闊　並不可以相擁
巨浪又暗湧　無限隻船停在你寬廣領海
比我好的太多種

撐呀撐　恐怕一直在原地
突然消失了落腳地
得你一聲對不起

活在大海　只可以漂泊
並沒什麼　比起你兇惡
你是個浪我怎寄託
如大海失去海港

活在大海　想找救生索
船兒停泊　不了你的海角
愛你也陪n將情懷揮霍
潮汐都乾涸

那個會用愛心打撈我
八十個浪拼命沖走我
漏氣的水泡卻同情我

活在大海　只可以漂泊
並沒什麼　比起你兇惡
你是個浪我怎寄託
如大海失去海港

活在大海　想找救生索
船兒停泊　不了你的海角
折斷救生艇的情懷摩托
沉沒於天國

After tomorrow

2009-07-25T21:43:00.003+08:00

明天以后

泳:在你的記憶裡面有一個我
在你最痛苦的時候陪你度過
難過過了天晴朗了我就走
峯:你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的夢
在你的面前我不必保留
還來不及對你說遲到的我的心動
泳:你的好你的壞
峯:我的脾氣你最懂
泳:我不要你來心疼我
峯:我不要你離開我
合:明天的以後我們會懂
失戀的挫折讓人變更成熟
泳:我對你感覺勝過愛情
峯:因為有你
給我勇氣給我用不完的運氣
其實也想好好愛你
泳:只怕到最後不小心讓你傷心
峯:我不怕會傷心
合:對不起我對你
再好再親密都不能在一起
峯:最後看你在別人懷裡
泳:有天我會找到我的唯一
峯:我並不是你的唯一
合:還微笑祝福你

峯:你拯救我的寂寞我的痛我的夢
在你的面前我不必保留
泳:我從來沒對你說壓抑的我的心動
峯:我的好我的壞我的脾氣你最懂
泳:我不要你來心疼我
合:明天的以後我們會懂
失戀的挫折讓人變更成熟

泳:我對你感覺勝過愛情
峯:因為有你
給我勇氣給我用不完的運氣
其實也想好好愛你
泳:只怕到最後不小心讓你傷心
峯:我不怕會傷心
合:對不起我對你
再好再親密都不能在一起
峯:最後看你在別人懷裡
泳:有天我會找到我的唯一
峯:我並不是你的唯一
合:還微笑祝福你

泳:愛情總讓人折磨
峯:所以我們才選擇
合:做比情人更好的朋友
泳:我對你感覺勝過愛情
峯:因為有你
給我勇氣給我用不完的運氣
其實也想好好愛你
泳:只怕到最後不小心讓你傷心
峯:我不怕會傷心

合:對不起我對你
再好再親密都不能在一起
峯:最後看你在別人懷裡
泳:有天我會找到我的唯一
峯:我並不是你的唯一
合:還微笑祝福你

pinyin lyrics:

V=Vincy, F=Fung, T=Together

V: zai ni de ji yi li mian you yi ge wo
zai ni zui tong ku de shi hou pei ni du guo
nan guo guo le tian qing lang le wo jiu zou

F: ni zheng jiu wo de ji mo wo de tong wo de meng
zai ni de mian qian wo bu bi bao liu
hai lai bu ji dui ni shuo chi dao de wo de xin dong

V: ni de hao ni de huai
F: wo de pi qi ni zui dong
V: wo bu yao ni lai xin teng wo (F: wo bu yao ni li kai wo)
T: ming tian de yi hou wo men hui dong
T:shi lian de cuo zhe rang ren bian geng cheng shou

*
V: wo dui ni gan jue sheng guo ai qing
F: yin wei you ni gei wo yong qi gen wo yong bu wan de yun qi
F: qi shi ye xiang hao hao ai ni
V: zhi pa dao zui hou
V: bu xiao xin rang ni shang xin (F: wo bu pa hui shang xin)
T: dui bu qi wo dui ni
T: zai hao zai qin mi dou bu neng zai yi qi
F: zui hou kan ni zai bie ren huai li
V: you tian wo hui zhao dao wo de wei yi (F: wo bing bu shi ni de wei yi)
T: hai wei xiao zhu fu ni

F: ni zheng jiu wo de ji mo wo de tong wo de meng
F: zai ni de mian qian wo bu bi bao liu
V: wo cong lai mei dui ni shuo
V: ya yi de wo de xin dong

F: wo de hao wo de huai wo de pi qi ni zui dong
V: wo bu yao ni lai xin teng wo
T: ming tian de yi hou wo men hui dong
T: shi lian de cuo zhe rang ren bian geng cheng shou

Repeat *

V: ai qing zong rang ren zhe mo
F: suo yi wo men cai xuan ze
T: zuo bi qing ren geng hao de peng you

Repeat *

english lyrics:

V: In your memory there is only me,
Im always there during the hard times,
And I will only leave when its clear

R: You saved me from being lonely, my pain, and my dream
But in front of you I cant promise anything
I cant wait to tell you
You have touched my heart

V: Your strengths, your weaknesses
F: You understand my attitude the best
V: I dont want you to love me dearly
F: I dont want you to leave me
T: After tomorrow we will understand
Lovelorn is a setback which will help people mature

V: I feel as though feeling overrides love
F: Because of you, youve given me strength, given me unlimited luck
Ive actually thought to love you well
V: Im just worried in the end that were not careful and Ill be hurt (F: Im not afraid to be hurt)
T: Sorry, I think that we shouldnt be together
F: In the end I see you with someone else
V: There will be a day where I find the only one (F: Im not your only one)
T: We will smile as we congratulate one another

*Chorus

After tomorrow what will happen? Me and him?

Finding You In Loving Memory

2009-07-25T21:34:00.002+08:00

“Finding You In Loving Memory” by Raymond Lam
The Drive Of Life Sub Theme

我對你　這一生　哪個可比
我與你　差一些　永遠一起
邂逅時間場地　似連場好戲
要自何頁說起

愛太重　深呼吸　欠缺空氣
愛太美　輕輕的　卻載不起
愛情來到時候　似明媚天氣
它走了　突然驟變雪落雨飛

＊如果可以恨你　全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想（要）放下你　還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離＊

你太遠　該怎麼　說對不起
你太近　一轉身　卻已高飛
快樂也許太短　似場流星雨
一眨眼　就如幻愛怕又記起

如果可以恨你　全力痛恨你
連遇上亦要躲避
無非想（要）放下你　還是掛念你
誰又會及我傷悲
前事最怕有人提起
就算怎麼伸盡手臂
我們亦有一些距離

我情愿我狠心憎你
我還在記憶中找你

Finding You In Loving Memory” by Raymond Lam
The Drive Of Life Sub Theme

Ngoh dui nei je yat sang na goh hoh bei
Ngoh yue nei cha yat se wing yuen yat hei
Haai hau si gaan cheung dei
Chi lin cheung ho hei
Yiu ji hoh yip suet hei, whoa

Oi taai chung sam foo kap him kuet hung hei
Oi taai mei hing hing dik keuk joi bat hei
Oi ching loi do si hau
Chi ming mei tin hei
Ta jau liu dat yin jaau bin suet lok yue fei

* Yue gwoh hoh yi han nei
Chuen lik tung han nei
Lin yue seung yik yiu doh bei
Mo fei seung fong ha nei
Waan si gwa nim nei
Sui yau wooi kap ngoh seung bei
Chin si jui pa yau yan tai hei
Jau suen jam moh san jun sau bei
Ngoh moon yik yau yat se kui lei *

Nei taai yuen goi jam moh suet dui bat hei
Nei taai gan yat juen san keuk yi go fei
Faai lok ya hui taai duen
Chi cheung lau sing yue
Yat jaap ngaan jau yue waan oi pa yau gei hei

Yue gwoh hoh yi han nei
Chuen lik tung han nei
Lin yue seung yik yiu doh bei
Mo fei seung fong ha nei
Waan si gwa nim nei
Sui yau wooi kap ngoh seung bei
Chin si jui pa yau yan tai hei
Jau suen jam moh san jun sau bei
Ngoh moon yik yau yat se kui lei

Yue gwoh hoh yi han nei
Chuen lik tung han nei
Lin yue seung yik yiu doh bei
Mo fei yiu fong ha nei
Waan si gwa nim nei
Sui yau wooi kap ngoh seung bei
Chin si jui pa yau yan tai hei
Jau suen jam moh san jun sau bei
Ngoh moon yik yau yat se kui lei

Ngoh ching yuen ngoh han sam jang nei
Ngoh waan joi gei yik jung jaau nei

Now i am just like finding you in my memory. Wish can be like before.

love no regret

2009-07-25T21:30:00.000+08:00

愛不疚 - raymond lam lyrics and pinyin

愛不疚
主唱：林峰

sau chong joi ngaan mau
收藏在眼眸　
seung pooi wooi joh yau
常徘徊左右　
ngoi chaai do moot yau
愛猜到沒有　
yue faai woon siu hau
愉快玩笑後　
nung chuen yin tui hau
能全然退後　
nei hoi sum jau guw
你開心就夠
je jung gum gok taai chan hau
這種感覺太親厚　
gong yut cheen gooy ya but guw
講一千句也不夠　
ga si gong liu nei ting do hau
假使講了你聽到後　
waat wooi jau
或會走　
je jung loon ngoi taai hon yau
這種戀愛太罕有
but sui jan jing yung yau
不須真正擁有　
sing chuen
成全　
chung sum jook fook yin hau
衷心祝福然後　
jau fong sau
就放手

fong sau
放手　
fong hoi soh yau
放開所有　
bei chi gung ji yau
彼此更自由　
fong sau
放手　
kei sut ngoh juet fei ngoi dut but gau
其實我絕非愛得不夠　
fong sau
放手　
kwoot chut soh yau
豁出所有　
waan yau je goh hho yau
還有這個好友　
yee ging
已經　
yee ging juk gau
已經足夠

yiu yuen si yue jau
遙遠是宇宙　
jing jing joi booi hau
靜靜在背後　
hui hon sau jau gau
去看守就夠　

je jung gam gok taai chan hau
這種感覺太親厚　
gong yat cheen gui ya but gau
講一千句也不夠　
jik si yut saat yau gwoh chung dung
即使一剎有過衝動　
waan nei sau
挽你手　
je jung loon ngio taai hon yau
這種戀愛太罕有　
but sui jan jing yung yau
不須真正擁有　
sing chuen
成全　
doh se but dat ying yeen
多捨不得仍然　
see fong sau
是放手

fong sau
放手　
fong hoi soh yau
放開所有　
bei chi gung ji yau
彼此更自由　
fong sau
放手　
kei sut ngoh juet fei ngoi dut but gau
其實我絕非愛得不夠　
fong sau
放手　
kwoot chut soh yau
豁出所有　
waan yau je goh hho yau
還有這個好友　
yee ging
已經　
yee ging juk gau
已經足夠

fong sau
放手　
ngoh dikhin gwa
我的牽掛　
jaau but do jun tau
找不到盡頭　
fong sau
放手　
kei mong nei hung fook sam moh do yau
期望你幸福甚麼都有
ya hui
也許　
ngoi hun sum hau
愛很深厚　
yin yee ngoh jo hon dut tau
然而我早看得透　
fong sau
放手　
ji hoh yung yau
至可擁有

Feelings....

2009-07-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

Now
my mood: sad

Why my mood sad ? Cause of 'him' . Few of my friends ask me to talk to him first and i really try to talk to him . I message him yesterday when i just reach home than i message him But than he didn't reply me . This morning i call him but he didn't pick up. So i really feel sad. I already try to talk to him but he didn't pick up call or reply message. I really want to talk to him but but _______. I really don't what happen. I really don't know what happen. God can you teach me what to do? I really got lots of problem border me now. Can you just let me solve this problem. Can we just like before? Please please please. Haiz. also don't know what to say already.

Grade one

2009-07-25T17:32:00.000+08:00

Rachel refresh my mind when i was grade one, once i don't what happen i have to go hospital and don't what again i have to get injection. That time i was running around the hospital( the don't know what room). But at last i still got caught by those evil nurse. And don't know how many big fat nurse go and press my legs and hands. I try to escape from them but they press to hard so at last i still got jab on the ass. So stupid why i have to get it. but i was so lucky cause that time i was just grade one and not form one. cause grade one show there ass is no big deal cause still young but form one show there ass will be very _____. But I was so lucky that i was still young when i got the injection and i only got it once. So lucky. HEHEHE

two years ago....

2009-07-25T00:12:00.000+08:00

For 4 years we didn't meet each other,and now you're in Malaysia. Today when i just arrive home, i heard my mom say one of my dad friend( we know each other at Canada) coming to visit us. And i was shock and exacted. Cause this uncle always give me good stuff so i like him. His name is uncle Ben. He teach me lots of thing about computer thing and lots more. Actually i forgot about him but than two days ago he talk to me at Yahoo. And he told me he coming Malaysia. I was exacted and happy and just got alots of feeling. And today i really see him. But when i see him he refresh my mind. He let me think how we meet at the first time and how we hang out. At that time we go out every two weeks with him. Every time also we also go shopping and play around or sometimes we go to the lake and have barbecue. And when i think of barbecue, its remind me at Canada during summer we always do activities like go to my uncle house or go to some lake and have barbecue. I just wish the time won't past like this fast. Wish now is four years ago. Cause my happiest time ever in my life is the few years that i am in Canada. I feel like Canada is weather is suitable for me. Cause love winter. I been once -40C and very windy snowing night i open the window to sleep. The next morning the whole house was cold like hell but i have not much feeling. And after i came back from school my mom told me because of i open the window the whole night so the house is like freezing. And the first time i ski and skate and all kind of snow activities. I really miss them. I really wish now is four years ago. Cause i really miss everything there. All my friends, school( cause i change 5 school in 4 years), all my teacher and so on.... Is a bad thing that i forget where i stuck my picture. If can i wish i can have another chance to be at Canada again and keep all my picture properly. And very important one is i wish i wont waste my time like before. Today is a very normal day. And i worry about something. I actually cant believe myself what i say. Cause my mom want to break up with my dad. And i want her t be happy and i say if she really want to break up, can she break up 2 years later. I just want her to be happy and i don't really want them to break up. I really don't what i did. I really hate myself,why i say that for? What the point? I really don't.

Phone Bill

2009-07-22T21:21:00.000+08:00

I have been waiting for a long time to know how much i use( phone bill). Finally today i know how much i use. And its not really alot like before but still alot. This time my phone bill cost RM153.86. Last time its cost about RM 200 something. I got scold by my dad cause i use this much( but they use two times more than me). But i actually i cant believe myself i can use this much. Cause i remember the first time i got phone i cant even finish using RM30. Only use RM 15 to RM 20 a month and now RM153.86. OMG, i cant believe my own four eyes. Really spend alot. Haiz... but who cares not i pay also. So whatever. Actually i hate message. Cause have to type and this and that. But than i cant believe my own eyes that i actually can send 1277 message. OMG! Is the second highest( the highest is 2000 message).

Today!

2009-07-22T00:25:00.001+08:00

Today is just normal as before. School still boring but after school is excited. Why? Cause its just funny and yeah something like that. Erm... You better remember what i told you this afternoon. If not i am going to shout at you again and its going to be more worst than this time( i mean more loud).
Mood: Sad, boring
Listening: Low Profile Nicholas Teo ( suitable to my mood sad enough)
Thinking: bout him
Worry: bout him too

沉默的瞬间 The Moment of Silence

2009-07-20T20:29:00.000+08:00

[Lyrics] Nicholas Teo - Chen Mo De Shun Jian

歌曲名称：沉默的瞬间
Song Title:Chen Mo De Shun Jian
歌手名称: 张栋梁
Singer Name: Nicholas Teo (Zhang Dong Liang)
专集名称: 沉默的瞬间
Album:The Moment Of Silence (Chen Mo De Shun Jian)

还搞不懂　心痛是什麽
似懂非懂成云朵
爱得汹涌　来不及闪躲
我却为她坠落

梦裡我泪滑落几回
心软弱了　逃避是非
潜意识　我心碎
梦醒了我张开双臂
只愿为爱勇敢一点　不后退

有谁会在乎　有谁会想念
有谁能看穿　我的笑脸
沉默的瞬间
寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决　枯竭了爱恋　
我给的一切

梦裡我　我的泪滑落几回
心软弱　软弱了　逃避是非
潜意识　我心碎

梦醒了　我醒了　张开双臂
只愿为爱勇敢一点　不后退

有谁会在乎　有谁会想念
有谁能看穿　我的笑脸
沉默的瞬间
寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决　不后悔

有谁会在乎　有谁会想念

沉默的瞬间
寂寞却伴着我长眠
你走的坚决　枯竭了爱恋　
我给的一切

爱得汹涌　来不及闪躲
我却为她坠落

This song more suitable to me. Actually both also. Cant i be happy? I really wanna know. Why my life so complicated? If i don't give them chocolate or buy them i-Touch will they still be frined with me? Will they stiall talk to me? I really don't know. My friends always so i am stupid and i know i am but i just fulfill my friends. But i actually really really wonder if i don't take advantage from me will they still talk to me? Be my friends? Anyone can give me answer? Please.

低调

2009-07-20T20:22:00.000+08:00

[Lyrics] Nicholas Teo - Di Diao

歌曲名称：低调
Song Title:Di Diao
歌手名称: 张栋梁
Singer Name: Nicholas Teo (Zhang Dong Liang)
专集名称: 沉默的瞬间
Album:The Moment Of Silence (Chen Mo De Shun Jian)

嬉笑打闹拥抱
留下了那么多开心合照
互相取暖依靠熬过了最低潮
一起生活也一起埋怨过
走过最好与最糟
我在心里想的不用说明你知道

晨昏日夜颠倒
这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好
再多关心都徒劳
爱情从来就没有固定的味道
它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好你用微笑回报
朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好
难到是我对我自己不够好

晨昏日夜颠倒
这房子突然没从前热闹
散落一地微笑没有人去打扫
感情很微妙再多付出也好
再多关心都徒劳
爱情从来就没有固定的味道
它最后停在哪里谁知道

我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好你用微笑回报
朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择假装不知道
只怕我自己的掩饰不够好

我的难过是如此低调
因为不想打扰我在寂寞的墙角
努力的对自己好你用微笑回报
朋友或情人不重要
我的悲伤是如此低调傻子才会哭闹
就算你发现也好
我想你一定会选择假装不知道
难到是我对我自己不够好

This song really suitable to my mood. I kind of fall in love to this song. Sad enough.

I hate u forever

2009-07-18T22:50:00.000+08:00

Did i kill her parent? Why you must be like that to me? We're cousin. Why you have to make me get in trouble. Is not the first time you know. Why you must make me get scold by my dad and make me argue with my mom and get scold by my dad again. Fu*k her la. So stupid. i was scolding her just now ( i think is 5 something) till now i still cant stop scolding her. Everyone ask me to chill but how? Is hard ok. If you say is the first time i never mind but this is the third time. Make me get in BIG trouble. Fu*k you la. Go die la( OMG i cant imagine i say this much bad word. Thanks to you) Actually today should be a good day cause i hang out with my friends and I actually talk to Rachel．Talk to her in ohone and face to face. Don't why i really scare to talk to her and Azlina face to face( actually at phone also). But yesterday i actually call them and talk. I was really angry and sad yesterday thanks to her. But i am really thank you Azlina for listening to me and sorry i disturb you slepp. Very sorry. HAiz.... hate you. Why i have this lkind of cousin. Stupid. I promise what i do and you don't.

busy day ever

2009-07-15T22:56:00.000+08:00

Today such a busy day. I went out the whole day and i just arrive home. After piano class i went home for less than half an hour than i go out again. I went to mid-valley to buy stuff with my mom( cause she say got offer and i need to buy something too). We went there at 5 and we came back home at 10.30pm. My leg are so damm pain. Piano kind of interest me again. Just because i can play that stupid song. But i think i will hate it for a while time more. Change the thing that i also don't what the hell is that. Just now some thing happen to me. Is like when i was running back from mph to jusco i suddenly feel that my heart and my left hand very pain. My left hand just cant move for a period of time. Until now my hand still pain. My mom say i got the stupid don no what again. Haiz... Went out so long but didn't get anything(not didn't get anything,i just got my new idol album and that all.not like my brother got new cloth and many many more). I was a FREE worker there. Keep caring stuff here and there. It make my right hand muscle pain too. But not as pain as my left hand. Eww have to go out again. For dinner. I just ate a fish ball this morning till now i haven eat. Got gastric for don't know how many times until now i feel full. Really funny one. So boring ahhhhh........

present

2009-07-14T22:22:00.000+08:00

Erm.... I have been thinking about this for a long time( not really long time la.Maybe only got a week time). Which one should i buy( is either T707 or iPod-Touch). But she want iPod-Touch la. So now i have a decision i think i can buy two(no need to think too much which one is better).One for birthday present and one for Christmas present. The most expensive one is for birthday present. and the phone for Christmas la.haha. Christmas It remind me what i get from my friends three years ago. I never think before that my friends will give me Christmas present. But anyways thanks Leon, Teresa, Hussain J, Hussain S, Valerie and just who ever give me present and wishes. At lease better than here. For past two years no one remember when is my birthday. Even i tell them lots of time.I just wish this year will be a bit different. I mean i think i will get more present than last year( last year i only got one which is 150 buck). This year i give out 6 present ( first time give so many people present cause normally i just say 'happy birthday' don really have present.) I sucks at writing blog la. Don't know how to write. haiz...

unlucky day ever

2009-07-14T18:53:00.000+08:00

Today is the worst day in my life. Why? Cause i didn't bring my stuff to school. Like i forgot to bring my water, my racket and my money. I still owe people RM20( is the present money). And just because of that i didn't stay back. Something weird happen to me today. When we finish our PJ, we go toilet and change. I suddenly cry. My tear come out from my eye. I really don't know what happen to me. Why i cry in front of my friends. Afterward they ask me what happen. But i didn't answer them cause first i don't really want to share and second i don't want anyone to know what happen to me ( i think is the same reason la). I really hate myself. Too many problem for me. And i can't tell people whats the problem. I really feel like telling it to my best friend but i scared they will tell others people. I don't feel like letting this much people know. I just wish whatever happen today won't happen to me anymore. Haiz... kind of wonder got anyone understand me a not. But i think the answer is no. Will anyone know what i want the most for my birthday? I think no too. Even my best frined also don't know. I have to tell him than he know. Haiz... i really hate myself. I don't think i am a bad frined but why no one actually know what i want. What my frineds want i also try to get for them but me? NO ONE will.

most stupid ppl ever in life

2009-07-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

I think i am the most stupid people in life.No is universal. Also too jobless go fool people. Make people always angry at me. I think the thing i did most wrong is born to here. Came back to Malaysia. I really hate Malaysia. Cause of the weather and some other things too. I prefer two years ago me cause i don't talk much and just better than now. Just like very shy and peaceful. I prefer people say i am shy or too quiet better than stupid. Well anyways i just know that i got headache badly. In a second too i remember the first time i got this blog. Who made thing blog for me and when she made it for me. On May 16Th 2009 is the day i got my blog. I think it is a small case la. It's a big case that i just use other people name and fool around with ALL my friends blog. Not just you two. All my other friends also got this RAY saying 'HI'. I thought i am a good friend but than from now on i think i am a worsted friend ever in life. Feel like shouting now. Or screaming. If just this problem is OK. I don't think i will have headache but i got thousand of problem annoying me. Some problem last for 4 years. And some for sure cannot solve already. No one understand me.No one. Not even you or my family member. I am just too jobless and useless. I really not suppose to be here. I mean universe not Malaysia. No more wish no more dream. So the only thing i can do is go .........

i-Touch or T707 or W995

2009-07-12T22:49:00.000+08:00

iPod-Touch
T707
W995
Which one is better?I think G900 is the best.lol. Just want to know which one is more better. I think if i am 'her' i will choice iPod-Touch too. Cuz iPod-Touch got everything i want. T707 and W995 look 'weird'. but what so ever my favourite phone is G900 and iPod-Touch 32GB. I just know i have to save money cuz of i going to buy a present for one of my friend. Maybe is chrismas present or birthday present. If it is birthday present than i can give it to her next year but if chrismas present, than i cant get my dream phone this year and cant buy present for my cousin unless i got enough money already. People always say i am stupid. Am i stupid? I think ya. But i just follow 'Canada style'. What friends want than i try to get for them. Unless i really cant. People always say i am stupid cuz of i help my friend. I understand how they feel and why they say that. I feel happy that i got you guys as my friends cuz you guys always care bout me. Not like the others. So what so ever. I just know i am so boring now. Got nothing to do. Haizz....

Home...

2009-07-12T19:08:00.000+08:00

What is home? For my information i think home is a place that everyone there you can trust. You can tell everything to them. But than i don't think i got a 'home' I just know i cant share anything to anyone. Like who i like, what i am into and so on. I only can share thing with friend but not with family member. Just want to have a 'home' like my friends. They can share and talk with they family members. All of them are so close and just very close. At lease they could talk. I mean they got subject to chat.I just know i really wish i can have a 'home' which i can tell them my secret.

MY LEG!

2009-07-09T20:11:00.000+08:00

TOday such a bad day. I dono how i can fall down cuz of that stupid idiot fucker thing. I hate that stupid thing la. Make my leg cant walk and bleed non stop and always pain. So painfully man.

Back from Langkawi....

2009-07-07T00:27:00.000+08:00

Langkawi actually SUCKS. I don't like that place. IT sucks and dirty too.But in only this three days two night trip, a lots of things happend. Sad thing and happy thing. I really don't how should i feel. Lets say the happy thing first. me and him was so crazy in last two days. We play everything we saw and fight around everything. Even just a drink, we can fight till my brother finish drank it. We play water and sand togather make until each other look funny. I really have a fun time with him. But on Sunday night we both are too free and boring while my mom and dad frineds was ordering food we go and play a game which is call everyone in our phone list and say ‘I love you’. I use his phone and called the first friend we both know and I say ‘I love you’ than is his turn. He go and call one of my friend. And something happened till she send me a message say don’t want to be friend with me anymore. I was so shock that time and I really don’t know what to do cause this thing sucks and I think me and him are too jobless. Really don’t what happened and she just say don’t want to be friend with me. Am I a bad friend? I think I am a very BAD FRIEND. But I always thought I am a okok friend( not good but not bad too.) After we finish eating our dinner we went back to hotel and I go and drink threee can of beer which make me got headache badly this morning. And I was so drunk yesterday. I do lots of ‘weird thing’. Haiz….. Really wonder am I a bad friend. I really wonder why you suddenly say that. Now I just wish I won’t lost both of you but one is good enough. At lease you still my friend. I don’t want to lost two friends at once. Only that friend also good enough make me want to drink beer( which I normally don’t drink one and I kind of hate it too.). The feeling of lost one of your frined is like your heart is kind of break in to few piece and and just don’t feel good. I really wish I won’t have this feeling again. cause this feeling sucks. Really really suck. I just hate it.So what should I say about this trip? Fun or Sad. I think it is fun and sad too. Fun at the first and the half day and sad and sad for the rest of the one and a half day. HAIZ…. Headache. I hate myself really much now. And I still feel like getting drunk. No need to think anything.

Report Card Day...

2009-07-03T14:36:00.000+08:00

Today is report card day. I told my mom that today is report card day in the morning. Luckily my mom didn't go school and take my report card cuz its sucks a lots. I was playing around just now but i think i did something wrong. I don't mean to write that. I was too boring and jobless so i wrote those thing. Just because i play play i think i make one of my friend get angry. I am so sorry. i don't mean to. I was just playing around. Can you forgive me pls..... Haizzzz I am so jobless. It should be a happy day today cuz my mom didn't went to school and take my report card and later i can see that person. He come my house to sleep over night and tomorrow i am going Langkawi with 'HIM'. Now i not only not happy and also very headache cuz of what i do just now. I am really really sorry bout it. Sorry Rachel and Azlina. erm...actually why i write this for? Cuz they won't read it also ( I think cuz they angry at me). Really headache man. I am
very very very very very very SORRY.

SORRY RACHEL. SORRY AZLINA.

Report Card Day

2009-07-02T21:44:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is report card's day. I still haven tell my parent about it. Cuz my result is very very bad. I　only pass four subject. Rest off it also fail. I fail all bm subject. Like bm, perdagangan, moral, sejarah, and just all bm subject la. Haiz…. Don’t know what to do la. I promise my parents I won’t fail any subject for mid year but now I actually fail all subject ( cuz I fail bm) For bm I only need 9 more mark to pass. Really don’t know how. Later if my parents know already don’t let me go out than I will be bored to death ( cuz stay home everyday face my parents) I feel like shouting now cuz I only got few hours left to tell my parents. I don’t want to tell cuz I don’t want to stay at home everyday. Want to go out with friends la. I am so headache now. Should I tell or not? I really don’t know. Anyone can help me? I want to shout I want to release my anger and all the things which annoy me( got quite a lots of thing are annoying me). God help me please. I need someone to help me cuz I really really don’t know what to do. Got anyone can help me?Haiz…. SO headache. So headache ….help me …anyone can? Should I tell them?

Him

2009-07-01T20:58:00.001+08:00

He is at my house now.....SO fun.

2009-07-01T20:57:00.001+08:00

Saturday Saturday Saturday Saturday

Cant Wait til saturday

2009-07-01T20:55:00.000+08:00

Can't Wait Till This Saturday..........
It's going to be an AWESOME weekend.

July 1st

2009-07-01T20:46:00.000+08:00

Today is first of July. Thats mean is Canada's Day and Hong Kong's Day. Suddenly want to sing Canada Theme song. Its remind me the first time my brother sang 'Negaraku' he go change the Canada to malaysia. Really funny. Today is kind of 'fun'. The thing i love the most today is at 'that place' talk to 'that person for quite long time'. Just today is a happy day. Maybe is cuz of Canada's Day.Oh ya...Today Rachel was kind of ......... and Azlina too. They both are kind of too .......... today. haha. Can't wait till this Saturday,cuz it will be a awesome day. Saturday till Monday. Sure take alots of picture with him. hahax.......

Linda Chung on tv...

2009-06-20T17:48:00.000+08:00

For a long time Linda didn't go on TV.　Since January til now. My neck is damn long man. She was on TV yesterday and i kind of miss starting. She say 'Happy Fa r Day' to his dad in a very funny way. Now re repeating show now and i m going to watch. Wish after this time i can see her drama release after drama y doing now. dog drama. ( don no English name of it but know Chinese)

Crush

2009-06-20T17:41:00.001+08:00

Crush

It was a crush
a crush from me to you
a crush which last for five years
i gave out a lots for this crush
but didn't earn anything from it
not even a word....
my first and only crush
an unforgettable crush...
always in my heart...

are there any possibility that we'll be together
i remember how you act to me
i won't forget it
it hurts me deeply and painfully
i wanna cry...wanna die

because you hurt me too much
i don't want to stay here
i don't want to see you with others
cause i feel painful when i see that
i don't want this feeling anymore
it's torching me
it hurt me alots.....

it's just a crush
a crush from me and you
a crush which last for five years
a crush that hurt me much
i spend a lot for this crush
my first and only crush...
hurt me so much
my first and only crush
love you so much....

My Angel

2009-06-20T17:32:00.000+08:00

My Angel

The first time i saw you
i fall in live with you
i want to go infront of you
and say i love you
but
i have no chance

i remember the first time i saw you
you just an angel for me
in that moment you drag my soul away
i wish that moment will stay forever
i don't want you to go away from my sight

your my angel
you're my soul and heart
want to see you everyday, everyhour, minute and second
you're just my little angel
i can't breath without you
i can't think without you
i love you
je etre tu
plese don't go

i want another chance to meet you
i want a chance to talk to you
i really wish i can have one more chance
i want to meet you again
my angel

your my angel
you're my everything
i can't breath without you
i can't think without you
i love you
please dont go

your very importance to me
please don't go...
please don't go away
my angel
my angel

This is the first lyric i worte by my self. Is it nice? Really wonder but i feel like it is a poetry more than a lyric.

Let's Get Wet

2009-06-20T13:08:00.000+08:00

Let’s Get Wet

Oh come on everybody
Ready
5 4 3 2 1

water water water
rain rain rain
wet wet wet
and
let's get wet

living in a place which sweat til die
hot til die
cant survive

oh baby
come on let's get wet
you will die without water
the sun will never leave you alone
soooooo

come on baby
let's get wet
you're wet and i'm wet
we all are wet
we must live in water but
not on the land
we born to be cool
but not suffer under the sun

oh baby
let's get wet come on
you will die without getting wet
the sun will never leave you
sooooo

everybody come on
let's get wet
let's us all to be cool

2009-06-20T00:40:00.000+08:00

I am so lazy to updated my blog cuz i know no one is going to read.So whats the point of posting new post.Actually i want to post something last time but i was too lazy and also busy. I got a weird feeling which is i want to know am i a good friend and also do they really act like what most of my friends say. They just want to take advantage from me not really want to be friend. This question has border me quite a long time and my friends also annoy me this long time. Since May til now. Really wonder if one day they dont need anything from me will there still talk to me and just like friend not only take something from me. ok dont want to say about sad thing. Raymond Lam is my idol which i dont really like him before cuz of i dont want to have so many idol cuz i already have two which is quite a lot ( Linda Chung and Nicholas Teo). His concert is nice and i love his hair cuz the colour of his hair is light brown or should i say gold. His concert is fun cuz got water. Wish he will come malaysia to have concert and is not at genting cause if it is than for sure i no need to go. Also wonder when is Linda Chung want. For sure have to wait for atlease 1 year cuz she only got one album release.Also Nicholas Teo wish he can come again eventhought he have his concert last year.This one for sure have to wait few more years. Wish is before i leave Malaysia cuz i hate Malaysia and i dont want to stay here when i m 18. The weather sucks a lot. Hot till DIE.So boring what can i do and how can i solve my problem? That problem have been last for 5 years and i dont feel like telling anyone but than no one can give me clue to how to solve this BIG question. I wrote 1 full song today which is lyric and music and also is the first time i wrote kinda ROCK song. The other one i wrote is r&b but i feel like it sound like poem more. I been wrote 6 lyric all also love kind but when i read i feel like i m reading poem. Even my friends sat that.Haiz....is late have to shower so got to go.Dont when i will updated again. Say about updated blog....my idol didnt updated for a long long long time. For half month wait is 3 weeks almost a month. Wish tomorrow when i go her blog has been updated than my mood will be super nice for the whole day.Maybe people ask me buy 100 buck credit also no problem.

Sunday,June,7,2009

2009-06-07T21:00:00.000+08:00

Ｉ　been waiting for today for a long long time. Always think today will be the best day ever and ever.But today is just like normal EXCEPT for can see my idol. I always think that I hate Raymond( not really hate is just not really into him)and love linda . But today I saw Raymond, he look quite handsome today and donno why I just kinda ‘FALL IN LOVE TO HIM’ actually I love all his song cuz is all love song . Really donno me la. Got problem one. Just today is not as fun as I think today. Just a normal day but can see my idol. Haiz…..Wish can see them again soon. In 2 months time.lol( noe this wont be possible)．　

Tomorrow.........exicted

2009-06-06T22:43:00.000+08:00

Long time didnt see my blog. Holiday sucks. Its so boring til i can die. But but but tomorrow will be the best day ever and ever in my life cuz cuz cuz i can see my idol AGAIN...... I mean close distance one. Is my second time see her and also two times also very close distance. Wish can take picture with her cuz last time i haven got my camera so i cant take picture with her. This holiday i noe a girl who is very very very very funny and weird. She always angry at me. This girl really give me headach. lol ( serius not kidding almost everyday also say i hate u ) Haiz... cant wait for tomorrow but scare of tomorrow too. So exicted....

14 days later....

2009-05-24T22:17:00.000+08:00

Since yesterday night i use the product carefully.Just because of 14days later. Do i really care about what will happen 14 days later.I guess yes and a lot. But i am so excited for that day and scared of that day too. Haiz don no what i am think also. Late already have to sleep just because of my face want to sleep already best time to sleep is at 11pm to 1am .Now have to shower than sleep.

It was fun and scared....

2009-05-23T22:29:00.000+08:00

Just now i went to the hotel(i don no the name haha)and i meet quite lots of people. It was quite scary and fun. I meet few people but they are older than me alots. I am the second youngest there.Lucky i am not the youngest but still they keep saying me that so young know so many face care thingy already.I keep saying that i am not the youngest theere but they don't listen. Have to use the facial wash for 2 weeks in a proper way and cant go out do sport. But one thing good is that i can see my idol. June 7th is the date that i been waiting for a long time. Wish that day will come faster and have close distance with her. But anyways just wish i can see her and now in this coming up 2 weeks i keep healthy and don't go out so much and drink plenty of water. 　

Saturday morning....

2009-05-23T10:46:00.000+08:00

I wake up so early today(actually is not very early it just i wake up at 8 something and yesterday i sleep at 3 something)I wake up this early is because of my mom called me this early morning to wake my brother up for tuition.(my mom went out station with my dad)Later on i have to go donno what hotel to do something.I am kind of scare.Wish eveything will come well as i think. Haiz...Chee Kin actually say can go but now his mom dont let cuz he got biology exam on monday.Haiz.....

Haiz...Donno wat to write.

2009-05-22T21:27:00.000+08:00

Feel like blogging but don no what to write.Actually is i feel scared now.I am very worry about tomorrow very worry about it.I scared i cant go there.Just because of that i forgot what to write. Feel so excited and sad at once again. Haiz...Let talk about today.Today still like before.Exam still on ...This exam is kind of special.I try my first time here and it was very very very scary.Darren Chow don no what to say to you.lol. Today got sivik test and it is very easy but math is kind of hard.Is not really hard but still is hard for someone who didnt study math at all. Is kind of fun but also scared too. Kno no one will read but just write as express my feeling. Wondering around when can i see you. Miss you a lot. Can i see you now? Haiz.... Didnt really know what to read so i just simply write something. Am i annoying? Really wonder. Hope those Form 1 can give me answer about this question. Am i nice? Really don no.Really want to know.

I am so happy and sad at once.......

2009-05-21T15:12:00.000+08:00

Now i got two feeling at once.I was so sad that i am sure failing moral.But i am happy because when i arrive home no longer i receive a call and it tel me that i have been pick to see my idol Linda Chung.But have to go don no which hotel (opposite of mid valley one) and go there do something i don no after ward i can sure see her on June 7th.Wish that day will come.I really want to see her.But still got exam.I just hate it.About the stupid exam.Moral test have no objective.Is all in subjective and got to write 2 essay.It so hard.Too happy already forgot what i want to say about the stupid moral test.June 7th faster come.So happy.

Anyone will read my blog?

2009-05-19T14:32:00.000+08:00

Really wonder are they anyone will read my blog......I dont think anyone will know i have a blog.Haiz....lets dont think about that first.Today got exam(as usual)and for english we have to write 2 essay and one of it we can choose.I choose the'the happiest moment in my life' i wrote about the first time i saw my idol.I was shock that i actually remember the time i saw her.On December 5th 2008 at 10:30pm. At Jaya One. Cause of that day, now i don dare to go Jaya One cause of her.I dont want to think about that day cause is kind of hurt me alot too.Today finally Darren Chow went to school and told me about his trip.He make me think of a lots of thing at Canada.When i first went to Canada where i live and what time other canadian people sleep and so on.He gave me a present.First time my friend gave me present. Really wonder am i a good friend.Why i also give present to friend and always remember they birthday but no one remember my birthday and no one give me present.(except for yong)Haiz...can anyone tell me am i a good friend a not? I really wonder.........and also really wonder will anyone read my blog too or maybe will anyone comment.Haiz....so sad.

Exam....

2009-05-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

Exam is the suckest thing ever.It is ike so lame.Really donno why we have to take exam.It make me got headach before it start and until end of the exam.haiz...the exam going to last for two weeks and i really going to die.Sejarah,BM,Perdagangan,Moral,Math and science. Sure fail this few subject.Haiz....Today so many ppl ask me for answer and i gave them but i dont know is it right a not....Wish is correct or else they will get angry at me.Today piano class sucks...donno why i want to learn piano maybe just because want to compose song.

The blog

2009-05-17T02:40:00.000+08:00

Heyy, it's Rachel here. I create this blog for Yiyi cause she wanted one. See I'm such a nice person. A great friend ;p lol. Its 2.42 am. wtf am I doing up so late. Well, I can't sleep. So yeah (: Anyway, remember Yiyi, you owe me Patchi chocolates. Bubye.

-Rach Lee Sze Weo