Alwasys In Love With You

Thursday, November 26, 2009 ♥

Went to mid-valley with Yong today and we came back at 12 something. We went to redbox amd we sing for 5 hours and it cost us 106.95 so expensive. And when we ate 22 oyster and 20 plus plus mussles. And also 3 plate so squid :D. crazy right??? Now i am damn itchy cuz of i ate too much seafood today. I am allergic to seafood :D While back to topic. We bought 9:00 2012 ticket and we start to watch at 10:30. We just watch for an hour or less. So sad but the movie was nice. If everyone in the movie die, it will be more nice. Next week i m going to watch it with him again cuz we miss te starting. today i spend around RM90 plus plus and i donno how much i have left for me to go out on friday. Damn it, my dad haven tell me whether i can go out on friday a not :( Never mind try to force him to saw yes :D i am so bad la wey. lol.

Omg damn itchy. Cant stand anymore. Going to shower again. au revoir

Friday, November 20, 2009 ♥

Form 4 life is over and form 5 life is coming. I'm so going to die next year. Form 4 already this hard form 5 will be more worst( i think). Today i went to school cause of Kar Yann, Natalie and also Rachel cause i have to give her the bm poetry book. Kar Yann and Natalie ask me to go school to chat but Kar Yann didnt went to school today. Well never mind la. Today i went to play basketball and walk around the school but didnt got scold by pn.uma. She saw me few times went out the class but she was like smiling. Before that i stay at the library and go online. I order 3 burger one for me one for yen teng and one for Natalie. But it cost me 39 buck ( Bryan only pay me 11 buck). Well, i cant meet my friend for around 5 to 6 weeks and i think i will miss them alot ( well is for those friend that they cant hang out).
I really HATE holiday cause my dad will force me go work with him which sucks. I rather go work outside. I cant earn money by myself and i think it will be fun.
Feel like uploading some picture. On my birthday we took it. My friend say on that day i was drunk. But i don't think i am. WAIT! what do drunk mean?

tring to push them down but i fail :(

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I donno when i fall in love with you. I just know suddenly i fall in love with you. You are not special or anything. But i just fall in love with you. Do i really like you? Or is it i just want some other feeling. I really don like it. How come i can fall in love with two people at once? Or i already don like the ex? I really donno. I just want to be with you. Can see you everyday, hour or minute. Don leave me please. But we are too far away from each other. I know we cant be together forever and ever. We don even have Chance to meet each other. I hate loving people. It give me headache.

How come my mom is like so damn freaking annoying? Can she just keep in silence. I don really like to hear her voice. When she started talking than i started having headache.After November 18 you are like so so so annoying. I hate it. I don like to listen to what you say ok. Just leave me alone. I want freedom. I don want to do what ever you ask me to do. I don really want to hate her but when she talk than i hate her. Seriously, damn annoying. I have lots of thing think about already. I don want to think more things. These things are my secret. And i cant share. Not i don want to share. I really cant share these secret with anyone even my mom. I really need one friend that really can keep secret. But i still cant find one yet. God please, give me a friend which can keep secret. I really want to tell someone that i might feel better than now alot more.

Yesterday was fun and i was damn happy, hyper and maybe drunk. I wish everyday is November 18 2009. Or November 17 1993. Cause i haven born than i no need to think so much. Why i got these much thing to think about and i cant share with anyone one? I really want to share. Am i crazy? good question but no answer.

*im crying now* (donno why just feel sad)